*morbidpsycho

You can tell when you have imagination, it's when you are able to look at something and make it into something else.

Sorry I haven't been up to date on my journal and my deviations. I haven't been too inspire lately. A lot has happened and I don't know where I stand at the moment. I also just had all four of my wisdom teeth removed, so that doesn't help. The medication is sort of preventing me of being myself. I just don't feel myself. I don't know why at times medication does that to me, but it does. I know it sounds strange. I just don't feel morbid or being my crazy self. It could also be the part of way too much stuff on my mind. I'm broke, not in school at the moment, and just not sure what I really want out of life. I thought I wanted to be a counselor, but now I'm not sure if that's where I want to go in my life. Do I really want to counsel and deal with people or do I want to do something that makes me want to do for the rest of my life. I know for one thing for sure, I don't want to be doing my full time job forever. I want to use it to help me get through life and not have it as a career. Sorry, I don't see myself working in the emergency department as a unit clerk forever. I stil want to do a css for my journal, but haven't gotten around to doing something about it. I played with the template my friend sent me and haven't done much with it since. I'm trying to figure out what would be the best css for my journal. It's hard to decide.Maybe hopefully in a few days or weeks, I can be up and being myself again. Hopefully. The best part about this week I'll be attending Linkin Park concert this saturday. I'm really excited. Well, I guess I'll leave with that information for now, I can feel some swelling from my wisdom teeth removal so I have to do something about it. I'm outtie!

I'm not crazy, just a little unwell-matchbox 20